Sunday, December 15, 2013

Looking back...2013

FIRST DAY OF THE NEW YEAR: HERE IS TO MAKING IT TO THE END IN WITHOUT DRAMA AND IN ONE PIECE.HERE IS TO ENOUGH MONEY TO DO WHAT I NEED TO DO, STRENGTH TO GO THROUGH WHAT I NEED TO,PATIENCE TO HANDLE ALL I NEED TO,VISION TO FOLLOW MY DREAM,DETERMINATION TO KEEP GOING WHEN ALL ELSE SEEMS LOST,FAITH TO KEEP LOOKING UPWARDS AND HOPE TO KEEP LOOKING FORWARDS.HERE IS TO MORE FRIENDS,MORE LAUGHS, SOULFUL CRYING, ERRATIC EPILEPTIC TYPE MAD DANCING, GENIUS IDEAS,RANDOM SURPRISES,MORE GREAT BOOKS,GREAT MOMENTS,GREAT FRIENDS,PEACEFUL NIGHTS AND RESTFUL SLEEPS.HERE IS TO THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS AND THE FULLNESS OF FAMILY AND GODS BLESSING. HERE IS TO MAKING IT TO THE END OF THE YEAR IN ONE PIECE.

That was my status update on January 1st 2013. The year I coming to a close and if this list was to be treated like a check list it would be:

MAKING IT TO THE END IN WITHOUT DRAMA: all I can say is drama, drama everywhere. Even when I was not looking for it.

AND IN ONE PIECE: all limbs attached and working as expected. I give this one complete success. My back and right shoulder could do with a bit of grease and fine tuning though.

ENOUGH MONEY TO DO WHAT I NEED TO DO:hmmmm I never starved but I did not have plenty.

STRENGTH TO GO THROUGH WHAT I NEED TO: I am here aren’t i?

PATIENCE TO HANDLE ALL I NEED TO: Good lord it almost killed me but I think I give this 50 percent

VISION TO FOLLOW MY DREAM: a little blurry cause life got into my eyes but I am stumbling forward.

DETERMINATION TO KEEP GOING WHEN ALL ELSE SEEMS LOST: well when you cant go back all you can do is go forward to technically yes on this one. I shall admit I did abandon a few things on the way but I remember where I left them. I intend to go pick them up later.

FAITH TO KEEP LOOKING UPWARDS AND: what can I say, when your at the bottom of the wall all you can do it look upwards.

HOPE TO KEEP LOOKING FORWARDS: it must get better or else whats the use of going on. I must believe that it will and so I hope, without it all else unravels.

HERE IS TO MORE FRIENDS: check mate on this one. Met lots of people.

MORE LAUGHS: not enough of this but I have a few days before the year is up.

SOULFUL CRYING: did a lot of this without the tears though. God saw. God understands.

ERRATIC EPILEPTIC TYPE MAD DANCING: yes yes yes. And with friends too.

GENIUS IDEAS: hmmmm the jury is out on this one but I did think most of them were at least decent ideas when I thought of them.

RANDOM SURPRISES: oh boy did I have many of these…not all were good but hey specificity is what counts next time I say stuff like this. So I cannot complain.

MORE GREAT BOOKS: totally yes on this one. Sadly most of them stayed on the bookshelves in the store.next year I learn lock picking and cram the patrol system at the mall.

GREAT MOMENTS: I think I had many of these disguised as life.

GREAT FRIENDS: made some lost some.

PEACEFUL NIGHTS AND: a few…need more.

RESTFUL SLEEPS.: definitely need more.

THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS AND THE. Met her I think naye there is a chasm between us…now to develop wings.

 FULLNESS OF FAMILY AND: family has been awesome I cannot complain.

GODS BLESSING: always even when I don’t see them.


HERE IS TO MAKING IT TO THE END OF THE YEAR IN ONE PIECE. In a few days this shall be completely true.